back to the usual.

Girl,

we need to start acting our age.

2 people I really look up to: One's doing all the things I hope to eventually accomplish in life; the other overwhelms me with her confidence and grace. How do they do it?

So what do you want me to do when everytime I see your photos, all I can feel is disappointment? But I am glad our trip did materialise. I am glad we did not drag it because you went MIA. I will continue to have more wonderful trips without you. Thank you for the motivation.


Feelings do fade, but memories don't. They do still come back to haunt me. I hope you're doing better.


Please have a speedy recovery. Hopefully be discharged on Monday?

Nasi Goreng Kampung.

You could have said "no" instead of avoiding it all together. Or you should not even have agreed to it in the first place. That's not very reasonable? But I wish you a good trip. Your trip.

Be safe.

そのカエルをなめるな！なめたら幻覚を起こすぞ

Don't lick the frog, it's hallucinogenic.

I must have been the unluckiest person I know.

hallucinations.

I'm afraid of going blind.

broken.

I can't find my kitty cats.

Chicken Wing hasn't been showing up for quite a few days now. Maybe it was because of the construction going on. I hope he's well.

You, who I have never met. It didn't matter who you are, but you don't deserve this. Is this really the life? Is that all life can offer you guys? I am sorry, but I really don't know what I can do.

Tiger. You were not there this evening. Saw you this morning. Perching so precariously. I told you to be careful and to take care, didn't I? Perhaps I should really have slowed down and brought you down to safety. Perhaps I should have. Please be okay. They are waiting for you at the same place. Don't let them worry, please?

Small. I hope you're not lost. Please be back with mama.


I couldn't find all of you. I'm sorry if I should have done something. Please be well. You can't just appear and disappear like that. Maybe it's time I realised, that this is the life.


And please take care, you.


Because when you start to care, you just don't stop.


I hope to find my kitty cats.

traditional chinese.

"看到你和她在一起很開心，
替你高興，
至少不會再那麼擔心你過的不好，
但是。。。
還是會偶爾想起你，
沒有理由的想起，
祝你幸福。"